Part Two
I dreamed.
Liz was there, of course. Her brown hair blowing in the breeze, her eyes sparkling
with the reflections of stars above us. She was wearing that little red tank
top, the one with the flowers - my favorite. We were sitting on a blanket, somewhere
near where we found the orb after the frenzy of the visions. We talked about
something inconsequential as we gazed at the stars.
We did not touch, as if a wall separated us. But we looked into each others
eyes often, long, hungry gazes, knowing the desire and hating the constraints
of destiny.
Finally I couldnt stand it anymore. This was Liz - we were made
to touch, to love, to be. She had to know I would never leave her for
Tess. I reached forward, touching the wall - an invisible crackling barrier
of energy that seemed to burn my hand. Sparks flew from the contact, and an
orange glow enveloped my hand and began to move up my arm. I winced in pain,
but I kept my hand there, letting Liz see what shed always known intuitively
- that I would go through anything to be with her. I needed to touch her.
An eternal moment passed, as I willed Liz to look at me, to see me, to reach
up and be with me. I thought I would be in pain forever, but I could endure
that because it was for Liz. She looked at me. My soulmate. The glow had crept
up my entire arm, and began to cover my chest as she finally reached up and
touched my fingers through the wall - and as she did, the barrier crackled,
and the glow which had nearly covered my body now rushed onto hers. The moment
it veiled her entire body, the wall vanished.
Without the support of the barrier, we fell forward into each others arms.
I touched her face hungrily, then drew her close for a kiss. And then - the
connection. The most intense ever. I became her and she became me. I felt her
sharp intake of breath even as she felt my heart speed up. I knew her memories
just as she knew mine. I became aware of the workings of her body, and I could
feel her amazement, tinged with scientific curiosity, at my alien physiology.
I laughed. My Liz, ever the scientist.
Am I you? she asked, blinking.
I could ask you the same question. I can feel you, I answered slowly,
smiling.
You know why I had to leave you to your destiny, then.
I knew it the second you left, but Liz, the depth of feeling, your emotion.
. . being a girl must be interesting. I grinned.
I know you still love me, Max. But what are we going to do about it?
Liz asked, ruining the moment.
You had to go and ask that, didnt you? I ask wryly.
She gazed at me. I looked into her eyes, Then I blinked. For a second it had
seemed her eyes were glowing. But when I looked again, they were the same as
theyd been since third grade. She held my gaze, her hands in mine, the
connection still thrumming between us, giving our hearts the same beat, our
breath the same rhythm.
I had to be close to her. I pulled her onto my lap, tilted her face up to mine,
and kissed her deeply.
Suddenly the world exploded into blue flame. We were caught it it, utterly destroyed,
or we would have been if we had not been connected. I held Liz tight against
my chest, squeezing my eyes shut until the blaze subsided and the night was
as before, with one important difference...
Max, are you alright? Lizs sane question brought me back from
wherever I had been.
Liz, Im fine. I love you. But I know something now - I just saw
it, Liz, look inside yourself. Youll see it too. And then youll
know what were going to do about it, I said, hope dawning in my
heart.
She looked down at herself, gaze focusing inward, eyes widening as she found
the bright pulsing blue core in her heart, the same as I could see in mine.
Max, what. . . I dont understand. she asked, bewildered.
Liz, youre. . . youre like me, now. Somehow.
And I woke up.
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