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sigh

so I found out I probably won't have a job during the year, because money's so tight at the lab. Seriously, the account that pays me has no money so she'd have to switch me over to another account for the last month of the summer. Ah well. Three months of this and I have plenty to buy a new computer. I just have to get some kind of job so I can get a monthly check so I can get rid of the large mountain of student loan debt. Ugh.

Talked to PI, obviously, and was rather proud that I didn't sound too dumb. I even sort of know what I'm talking about. If only I could understand totally. I still get the feeling that I am so far down the knowledge ladder that everyone else is ten storeys above me. Can we say insecure much?

and it's rather amusing how I keep having to remember things about my ex because my friends are asking.



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Comments

The fact that youre working at a lab is something that amazes me. I swear, if I had a bit more inclination to the sciences, I might have studied it as a career in life. But since science opportunities here are pretty slim, Id much rather have gone to the arts.

Dont feel insecure about what you know. You went through college, and did well. You were prepared to handle stuff like that. The only advantage they have (maybe) is experience. Otherwise, youre on equal footing.

I'm sorry to hear that you're going to be out of a job hon. You'll find something. Don't give up.

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