I should have gone to church with my mother yesterday. I didn't end up seeing her at all. I did try to get in touch with her before she and my dad went to church, but after that I got on the internet and spent about two and a half hours doing 'internet things' during which my dad tried to call to get me over there for brunch. Course, we all know how that works when you have dial-up.

And then Alex and Leo and Kate and I went to see Van Helsing, which was a fun movie, in my opinion, then we had cheap chinese, which is always good, so I didn't end up calling home until after the news was over. Bad move on my part.

Mom wouldn't talk to me.

You know, I really don't like going to church. Sometimes it's beautiful and moving, but mostly I just go for the singing. I'm so close though, I really should have gotten my butt moving and tried to meet them there. I didn't even go to Alex's football game, and I was up. Damn me.

I don't know what to do. I gave mom some presents but I didn't spend any time with her. She's not feeling good, either. Dear God, what do I do? I hope she forgives me.

I'm a trainwreck, waiting to happen

Although, on the upside, the new Josh Groban song on the Troy soundtrack is pretty cool. I'll get it tomorrow when I buy the cd. More money to fye.