learn to be lonely…

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…or make new layouts. (the title is from the Oscar-nominatee for Best Song from the movie version of Phantom, sung by Minnie Driver in the film and Beyonce on the show, for some unknown reason…) I’ve actually had this done for a while, just never got around to putting it up. I was a little busy, if you hadn’t noticed. Hopefully this layout will only be up for a few months, as I hope to do something cool for Kingdom of Heaven, and that opens in May…we’ll see, I suppose. I need good pictures first.
And on the computer front…things are going ok, mostly. There are some printer issues, but perhaps it will work out. It’s very pretty, though, and sometimes it jumps on someone’s wireless network, though it’s titled my apartment number. Weird. I have to restrain myself from playing with it, since there are more important things to do like studying for orgo (speaking of which, I think the lab midterm was a near total disaster; thank goodness it’s only worth a lab report). I could tell you all about the damn 3 am printing session last friday/saturday night, but that would take up too much time before orgo starts. Don’t you just love it when you’re very far behind in reading? Boo.
I still want a vacation, but I doubt I’ll get a raise anytime soon, so said vacation, if it happens at all, would not consist of a trip. Alas for me and my lazing desires. Oh well. Better study while I can. And yes, I know there are things wrong with the layout. I will fix them. Soon. Just not now. Now is class. Adieu.

woe.

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illusions shattered,
emotions scattered.
better learn what was wrong,
and do it right.
Now.

Sigh. Wish me luck on the orgo lab midterm tonight. And if any of you could find a way for OS 10.3.8 to let an OS 9.2 application use my Epson Stylus CX4600, do let me know.

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It’s not Harry and Sally, but…

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One day, Harry and Sarah were having a petty argument.

After shouting back and forth, Sarah finally says, “Let’s make a deal. To end this argument, you admit that I am right and I will admit that I am wrong.”

Harry thought for a moment, agreed, and asked her to go first.

Sarah replied, “I’m sorry Harry, I am wrong.”

In response, Harry shouts happily, “You’re right!”

Bugger.

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I could cry. I won’t since I’m pretty tired and crying takes up energy; besides, it’s a little childish. Anyway, I’ve tried pretty hard to not have anything scheduled at work for the week of spring break, but I found out yesterday that something had. No biggie. I come in a day. Not like I’m going anywhere. I just wanted some time off. But unless something magical happens I probably won’t get to take that week off at all, since it’s right in the middle of grant time and we need results. If I get anything it will probably be just a few days. And here I was thinking that I’d have the entire week to study for orgo, no distractions. Hah. Well, that’s my luck. I just really need a vacation. I took a few days off for Christmas and New Years, and Thanksgiving, of course, but the last major time off I had was in June of last year. I have a bunch of vacation days to use. Just got to find a time when I can use them, which isn’t always easy. Ah well. Here’s hoping.

why is it…?

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why is it that even though it’s a five page paper, it seems just as hard to write as a twenty page?
why is it that they don’t give you the connecting cable for a printer anymore? What about those of us who donated the printer back home to the ‘rents and therefore had neither printer nor cable? Boo.
Why is it that simple pieces of audio accessories keep breaking on me? Today I pulled off my headphones and the one earpiece just broke off. wtf? Not even at a break point. Boo. So I guess I’ll be getting some more of those tonight.
Note to self: Pick up issue 190 of Empire, which has what promises to be a massive Kingdom of Heaven overview. Whee!

Well, here it is…

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Yes indeedy, here’s the first entry with the new iBook. Egad, it’s late, so shouldn’t really be doing this. Everything seems to be in its proper place, but for the fonts I had installed…I’ll probably have to search them out again. Oh well. If that’s the only thing that’s wrong with a new comp I won’t complain! Busy busy day tomorrow. Er, later today. Best get some sleep or I’ll be napping while I’m isolating…trust me, that would be a bad thing.

and there goes the savings

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Well, I’m back…Now Leo can putter around here and procrastinate all she likes. 😉
And now for the Way to Have a Stressful Weekend; or the Way to Make All Emotions Related to Money Flash Across Your Face in an Instant; or How to Feel Wonderful About a New Purchase But Dread the New Number on Your Bank Account.
So, last friday night (after seeing Constantine all by my lonesome, which wasn’t a bad movie, as far as that genre of movies goes…) I was working on the part of my orgo lab that was due the next day. (Boo saturday lab. :O ) I realized that I had to print it out (which, really, I discovered, I didn’t have to, but it made more sense to have it printed out) and not having a printer at the apartment, ran over to work and printed it out (and faffed about, of course). Now, I left the computer on as I normally would, as it has a nice Phantom of the Opera screensaver which works as it should. The monitor has been flickering a little bit, but it always goes away. I fully intended to get a new computer soon…I realize I’ve been saying this for quite some time now, but the flickering really got to me. So it wasn’t quite a surprise when I came back and the screen was dark. Not dark like the computer was sleeping…so dark it was like the brightness had been turned way down.

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lookie, I did it!

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I finally upgraded MT to version 3.15. Hopefully with the increased functionality of Blacklist 2.0 I can get a handle on this crazy spam. We’ll see.
I brought back the ‘ask me anything feature…has a snazzy little layout, it was, how you say, a quickie. I kill me with my little J-C reference. Check out the link at the top of the entries and ask a question! Perhaps I’ll have an answer for you 😉

I feel a draft

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While on a camping trip, Holmes wakes Watson in the middle of the night and asks “Watson, what can you deduce from looking at the sky?”

“Well,” says Watson, “I can see the North Star, so I know we’re in the Northern Hemisphere. I see Orion, so I know it’s not summer. And that line of clouds approaching tells me that the temperature is dropping.”

“What can YOU deduce from looking at the sky, Holmes?” asks Watson.

“That someone has stolen our tent,” answers Holmes.

a silly sort of proud

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So I changed my windshield wipers this weekend, which was a big deal for me, even though they’re very easy to change. It took me a while, of course, because while they tell you how to put them on (which is, indeed, easy) they don’t tell you how to take the old blades off, and looking in the manual was no help. So yay for fiddling around with machinery and making it work. And I’ve never seen my windshield so clean. It was definitely time for some new ones, as there were two cracks in the driver’s side blade (right where you look through the glass, natch) and the passenger side blade decided to come completely out of the casing and had started to scratch the windshield. Not a pleasant experience to have metal screeching across glass. So unlike the bike, I can go to Target and buy replacement blades (thanks for clueing me into that, Kate) and install myself and fix things! Yay for cheaper.
I went climbing with Doug from Friendster :rolleyes: on Friday night. It was a weird experience, not that I didn’t like it, just that it’s a little odd to meet someone for the first time at a climbing gym. And unfortunately I didn’t ever make it to the top…after three tries I could barely grip anything, much less pull myself up a wall. That’s a little disappointing, being that I used to be in pretty good shape (I swear, forces are conspiring against me getting back in shape, namely winter and voracious squirrels) but I did make it about halfway. It’s a very weird feeling to not be able to fist your hands. Doug’s a nice guy, a chemical engineer for a company in town. I felt kind of bad because he had to do all the work…since I wasn’t ‘certified’ to belay he had to use an autobelayer to climb, which isn’t as good as another person. Perhaps one of these days I’ll be able to do that…we’ll see. I’d like to go again, Doug knows what he’s doing (he’s very tall, though, so it makes it a lot easier for him to climb!) but I don’t know when that will be.
Kate and I were talking about things to do before we die, and I have to admit, I really want to get out and do more outdoorsy stuff. I really want to do whitewater rafting again, gallop on a horse, that sort of thing. One of these days, I swear. I’m not going to be like the people Richard Gere’s character talks about in ‘Shall We Dance’ …the ones that don’t change, that don’t go and do the things they talk about in their will (he’s a lawyer of whatever type writes wills). Just gotta get out there and do it.
and since for some reason I couldn’t upload it yesterday (silly site downtime)…

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