I can’t concentrate; I have no motivation. I dislike transport very, very much. Notice how I refrained from saying I hate transport. I’m trying to stay slightly positive. It’s so hard to study something you dislike so much. And it’s quite senseless. Je n’aime pas. To procrastinate more, I’m going to play 8 off, a solitaire game, while my roomie and her male friend play cards. More fun than I’m having. Ugh.

one more time. . .

hrmmph

umm, yeah.

Currently. . .

Feeling »
annoyed that I have to get up and got o work
Wearing » warmer clothes.. . it’s supposed to snow tonight!
Craving » time to write
Wanting » this silly transport test to be over
Talking » Shhh! my roomie’s asleep!
Listening To » see above
Thinking » I can’t believe I have to get up and she doesn’t; and Mrs Haydon wrote me back. She said I positively brightened her day with my little piece of hero worship. lol

yay, finally getting to actually join the cliques I applied for. . . if this makes no sense then you are not a web addict.

More later, maybe. I have to go to work and maybe actually study.

Date »
Dec 14, 2001
Time »1:35 AM CST
Feeling »
Wearing » loungy
Craving » web design smarts
Wanting » to understand transport phenomena and to write my own novel
Talking » Nobody 🙁
Listening To » Destiny in Space, Meet Joe Black and American Beauty soundtracks
Thinking » I should sleep and I need a boyfriend.

So yesterday I stayed in bed until noon and then I read in bed until 2. The best books I think I’ve ever read (well, right now anyway) are the books in the Rhapsody series but Elizabeth Haydon. Rhapsody, Prophesy and Destiny. Destiny just came out in hardcover in august. . . I really wish next august would come so I could get it in paperback. I feverently resist buying books in hardcover. It’s ridiculous to pay $25 for a book even if it is by the best author ever (Thank God for the library, I might just have to check Destiny out again over Christmas break). . . continuing to ramble here, I’ve spent the entire day reading the two books that I have. I should be starting to study for my (probably) horrible transport phenomena final on Monday.

Something I think is really cool is that I filled out a survey on Mrs. Haydon’s website and she actually replied! I just sent an email back, hope she doesn’t mind.

Gee, now I want to go into my favorite books of all time, but I really shouldn’t. That could take waaaay too long, and as it is, I’ve spent about an hour composing this post.

Monday, I keep telling myself, monday night it will be over and I can start really working on web stuff, hopefully getting paid at some point, get to see Lord of the Rings, and not worrying about school. . . and only have one semester of college left. And I’d better shut up before I start talking about how weird that is. 🙂 have a great evening/day/whatever it should be in your time zone. Wish me luck. And some day I will get to write my masterpiece. This isn’t it!

Help, I need somebody. . . Help, not just anybody. . . Help, 2 finals today. . . won’t you please, please help me?

Morning Coffee Crew! Wow, I think this is the first time I’ve ever been up early enough to justify saying that!

8 AM final my butt.

I have to study really quick before running the gauntlet, so see ya later. . .

no joke, this is my horoscope for today: There’s something you don’t know, and figuring it out would give you a distinct advantage. It might even help you get into a line of work you like better. Check it out.
LOL, of course there’s something I don’t know! I just hope I earn it really quickly!
Wish me luck!

Forebear! Forebare! Forbehr! haha. Inside joke. Must sleep. Good night.